...!! thank god im not a duck then because i live on the stuff!!
I had a realy bad weel with my ED, because iv been ill so off college for 3 weeks! ive just eaten so much junk, well not realy but like my dinner and lunch portions are massive because i dont snack or anything and so it dosnt always stay down...
im realy imbarrised t admit that because i thought i would be ok once i got discharged from hospital but its kinda spiraling again..
Some of my closest friends know though and are trying to help but unless i make my food portions smaller i will keep feeling guilty and bloated..ergh why cant i stop eating when im full? bordum eating i recon... haha sorrryy
Im actually kinda totally obsesed with peanut butter... im getting through a tub in like 4 days : i swear that cant be good, but its soo is sooo sooo sooooooooo goood :D :D:D:D so i dont care!!
This week i have tried a few new things that i will tell you about :)
On the 27th Jan it was my youngest sisters boyfriends birthday, he turned 17 :)
so around 3pm i got a knock on the door and on the doorstep was a smiley darryl and my boyfriend david, both sporting new hair!!
darryl had bleached his blonde..it was dark before
(hes just put a blue strip in it :D-looks well amazing)
and david had had a tonnn cut off his, both look good, didnt think i would like darryls but i did :D
Before they came over i tried baking maybe 3/4 cakes? all failed horribily, im not sure why because i used the same method i have before? madness.
Eventually i managed to bake 4 mini layers of chocolate sponge (unfortunutly not vegan :/ i was low on my vegan stuff so had to use my mums milk e.c.t) so i missed out on eating cake.. aha oh well im abit freaked out about it at the mo. weird how things can change in the space of a week?
In between the layers i placed choclate filling and vanilla buttercream, i then placed all the layers ontop of eachother and finished it off by menting milk chocolate and pouring it over the top and placing them tiny silver balls all over and m&m's.
phew! haha that cake suree was high on the cals. im guessing ;) ah well i didnt get any but it looked realy nice :(
i also made cupcakes with flakes and chocolate chips baked into them.
thats a small update of the cakeee ;D
This is simply herb coated tofu that i fried with baked tomatoes and veg/corn pasta.
I bought this lentil ad vege casserole from holland and barrett when i was out shopping with my mums boyfriend on wednesday, it was pretty much the same as the one i had previously bought at tescos (dont stock it at mine anymore grr) I realy liked the flavor of it and had it with polenta and extra vege mmm ^__^
OMGG these drinks were amazing!!
Me and my mum were in waitrose a couple weeks ago and she bought a paper and aparently if you bought that paper you got a free drink, and because there was two of us we got two :D:D mum gave them both to me and i put them in my food storeage thingy.
I ran outa fresh orange this week so i was like **SCOREEEE** im going to have my drinks, it was like fizzy drink realy but made from natural ingreditents and no like added flavors and stuff. was realy nice!!!
For lunch one day this week i had another flavor of seeds of change soups that i bought from tescos, This time i had "three bean soup" it was realy nice actually, i think i prefer the flavor to that of the spicy lentil one i tried last week, this one didnt give me such a strong after taste of garlic (which is good seing as garlic makes me realy ill!!)
heres the product http://www.seedsofchange.co.uk/our_foods/product.aspx?c=soups&p=331
I could post more pics but i havnt uploaded them yet... ITS SNOWING!!! and my next post il post pics of it:D and stuff, have a lovely dayyy im off as the boyfriend just came through the door :D:D yaaay xxxxx
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